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Waiting eagerly for the phone to vibrate, I clinged on to it. Why such an expectation from me suddenly, even I'm not sure. Expectation would be a wrong term to use...whims will be more apt here. Right he was when he said I need to work on my vocabulary and expression. It's getting dusty!! Change is the most consistent thing....but when for the good,it's warmly accepted. Today let me promise myself to spend some time with you regularly. You? Who are you? It's me! When i write to you, i talk ti myself.. I communicate to myself through you.
What is telepathy? Is there anything called telepathy? Why do I have to wait for telepathy? It's nauseating to wait eagerly for someone and not being able to call him. No, I need to check myself before I lose my mind....but, why is the thought not leaving me??
It's more than 2 days I'm waiting outside my own house holding a bunch if keys in hand but can't find the right key to open the door!!



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